Category Archives: Missionaries


Oh the places we go!

When you believe in the soverignty of a mighty God, who created the universe and all things in it- its hard to believe in people being in the wrong place at the wrong time, or the right place at the wrong time, etc etc.  So I dont.

When we were on our honeymoon I got false charged by a mountain goat for trying to get a picture of its baby… three weeks later we found out that a man got charged to death by a mountain goat.  We also were sleeping in bear country 3/4 of the time.  A week after we left yellowstone, a grizzly mulled someone to death while they were asleep in their tent, others were severely injured.  I’m not gonna lie I was extremely thankful I wasnt there those times, and my heart went out to those who were and their families.

We have brothers in places right now where “natural disasters” have devasted or are headed in route to. 

Specifically, Costa Rica and Japan.  Both of those places are locations that these men went with the intention of spreading the gospel.  No doubt they have, and will still. 

Please pray for their protection, perfect peace of mind for all, and the Spirit to use them in a powerful way to those suffering.


Sancitification and Fear.

2 Timothy 1: 7, for God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.

Believers have such a greater hope to rise someday, be away from pain & persecution, suffering & sorrow… fall on our knees in front of the glory of the universe, and worship with the angels and tongues and tribes from every nation!!! (What a magnificent thought).  Until then we will be sanctified (made more like Christ).

The other day at Kingdom Group some of us were talking about what we are afraid of. 

One woman threw out that she was afraid because she was a mom of two little girls.  That wasn’t it though, even though a million and half things could be feared when you are a parent (I don’t really know, but I can imagine) she was afraid that God would allow something to sanctify her girls that would break her.  With tears in her eyes and on her cheeks, she was gut wrenchingly honest.  We need more of that, thank you lady 😉

I know a lot of gut wrenching stories of sanctification.  A lot of my friends or friends of friends have been or are being sanctified in ways that seem unreal, death of parents, friends & children, illness, disease, etc.  and many have been through remarkable but trying adventures.

One thing that I mentioned was being fearful that Micah and I wouldn’t have unity in future plans. We know that the Lord has our path laid out, but we do the walking… It’s not that I imagine the American dream so much… but Micah imagines moreso than I, an overseas life ministering and making disciples (you know… completely biblical, honorable, etc haha) I imagine more of the work a couple more years, pop out kids, move to a farmette and raise little disciples.  Anyway, maybe it can be both.  What I am sometimes fearful of though is that when Micah is ready to go, I won’t be… that I won’t have the same desire.  I want to be his helper and encourager, not the hindrance.  I pray the Lord will prepare me for this (if it is His will). 

In all of it (even thinking about fears) tragedy and non, we have to be reminded of His promises-

He is in control (take your pick, haha but here is one… John 16:33).

He works all things for good for those that love Him (Romans 8:28).

He makes beauty from ashes (Isaiah 61).

Satan intends things for evil, God makes them good (Genesis 50:20).

Come what may, and it will come, sanctification will look different or similar for all of us, He is purifying a people for His own possession, zealous for good works, (reference Titus 2: 14) He loves us that much.

Romans 8:38 For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

HalleluYAH some things remain and are not circumstantial, like His grace being sufficient (2 Corinthians 12:9) that isn’t circumstantial, it is in every circumstance. Amen to that.

This morning my manager (who I am more than thankful for) was asking me questions about Micah and his studies and encouraged me that if he goes into ministry full time I should quit my job and be by his side to be most effective for him and God!  She encouraged me that because I love people, I would be a great missionary’s wife.  She said she is excited to see what and where God takes Micah and me over the years.   

I pray that I would be a woman that smiles at her future (Proverbs 31:25b) and that the only fear in me would be a healthy fear of the Lord.

Pray for us would you?  Pray that Micah and I would have unity in future ideas and that we would walk step by step beside one another along the path God has laid out before us (that Micah wouldn’t have to pull me up to him hehe).

What do you fear brother or sister?

Isaiah 41: 10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

End of the Spear

I got Micah the movie for one of his birthday presents.  I let him open it early so we could watch  it.

I can’t say enough good things about this movie.  Watch it.  Be moved.  Be changed.

One of my friends, former atheist, even came to know Christ through this movie. (whooo, thank you Father for Liz Bill!)

It is a true story of 5 missionaries who went to Equador to convert the Indian people group there.  They were killed, but as a result the Indians became Christians, later the wives and sister of the men killed lived in the jungle with them.  Talk about true forgiveness.  Talk about true love.  Talk about kindness.  It is so much more than a story of people that were martyred. 

It is the story of a beautiful example of the sacrifice people are called to make to see God’s work accomplished.

I think the dialogue between one of the father’s Nate Saint (who was killed by the tribe) and son Steve Saint (who he left behind) that started the tears flowing and got me the most was something like this:

Nate is about to leave to go live on the beach to try and be friends with the tribe with the other missionaries, Steven a young boy at the time expresses his concern about this trip because no one had made contact with the Indians before and lived. 

His father says to him, “Son we’re ready for heaven, they aren’t yet”.


Who in my life isn’t ready yet?  If today was their last day…  Where is my courage?  Where is my boldness?  Where is my sacrifice? Where is my love for the lost?

Who is it in your life?  Where is yours?

You can research to learn a lot about them and that story.

Here are some key words if you search around on the internet:

“Huaorani people”, “end of the spear”, “through the gates of splendor”,   “Nate, Steve, and/or Rachel Saint”, “Jim and/or Elizabeth Elliot”, “Mincaye”, “Dayuma”, “5 missionaries killed in Equador”