A Joyful Mother.
I almost didnt publish this because it has been a good day but I want to be honest.
These past few days have been rough. Rough is an understatement really for the emotional turmoil my son’s digestive track is wrecking in my heart and mind.
While I am so thankful he is eating…
This week Haddon has been SO fussy, will only take naps if I am wearing him, needs to be held constantly, hardly smiley during his play/wake time, etc.
This morning is different. I feel happier.
He slept pretty well last night and even though I am wearing him right now as he goes on 2hrs of a nap I am getting lots of stuff done (today that includes doing my hair, makeup, two loads of laundry, making up two beds, sweeping three floors, moving some boxes, bringing in the cloth diapers from the line, and brushing my teeth).
I read in My Utmost for His Highest this morning this devotion
My joy has to come in doing this parenting thing because it is what the Lord has given me. It is a great reward despite the difficult days. The Lord’s will for my life is sanctification. That has come in many ways including marriage and now mothering.
I’ve called Haddon, Haddon the handful (and Mr. grumpy pants) more than once this week to different people. The truth is though he is human and some days his belly is going to hurt, he’s going to be gassy, or just plain in a bad mood sometimes. Don’t we all have those days?
If I cant be joyful in my duty when he is an adorable baby, how will I handle the yucky stuff as he grows into a boy then man?
I am choosing to be joyful. I want my son to feel that he was always loved and sacrificed for unconditionally no matter how he acted.
Hmm I guess I’m learning a little about the Father’s love for this wretched sinner that I am. I sure am glad He parents me through the hard times and for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross.
Not because it made Him happy, no, but he counted it as great joy.
Just as a disclaimer, I do have plenty of happy moments with Haddon, but this parenting business is no easy feat and despite the adorable pictures I might post there are some crazy times. Maybe I will have Micah take a picture of those. hah
Posted on August 31, 2012, in Baby, Bible Verses, children, Christian Men, Christian Women, Godly Home, Thoughts and tagged children are a reward, joy, utmost for his highest. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.